What do you do when your heart has been broken?

It just wont do. I find it hard to get over it. I have tried listening to music and study hard.

I am now reduced to crying.. . I feel vulnerable right about now. I have actually gone all day without attempting to call, or send a text. I had a couple of calls , but you know me, I didnt pick up. I have not been in chit chat mood since all this broke. I am not sure I am taking this well. The pain just wont go away. I know even writing about it doesnt really help.. because its almost like I am celebrating a past I want to forget as quickly as possible. But, short of calling him,.. this is my best alternative. Talk to the world. Actually, maybe only one or two people reading.

I am not eager to get back into the social cycle. I am not ups for grabs.. not just yet.

I am glad I dont have to explain why I am hurting... I am just hurting. What am I going to do now? Carry on listening to music, maybe, just maybe read and pray a bit. Hopefully, I will fall asleep. Then it will be morning and I will feel better.

*i'm so sorry, i can feel better when i wrote. hope you knw :')